This is it...

I said the rant might be in this journal eventually, and here it is...
I'm sick of guys. I'm sick of liking guys that are opposite me. I'm sick of guys telling me they just want to be friends. I'm sick of those guys who want to be friends, not always acting like friends.
I'm sick of people saying one thing and doing another. I'm sick of watching people move on with their lives while I sit here and watch my life get lived for other people. I'm sick of living my life for others. I'm sick of not knowing who I am or where I belong in this world. I'm sick of the fact that when I try to find some where to belong I'm called a follower. I'm sick of everyone telling me how I'm suppose to live my life. I'm sick of constantly being dependable. I'm sick of not taking risks because I could get caught. I'm sick of holding myself back from things I really want to do. I'm sick of being shy. I'm sick of hearing people call me a nice sweet girl. I'm sick of being the book worm. I'm sick of the world. I'm sick of people only taking their own feelings into consideration. I'm sick of sitting by while my friends make mistakes but never being willing to make my own mistakes. I'm sick of trying to help people out. I'm sick of working and getting no recognition for it but when I turn down a shift I get shunned for it. I'm sick of looking the way I do. I'm sick of talking the way I do. I'm sick of saying stuff but never taking action. I'm sick of being me. I just for one day want to be something that no one would ever expect me to be. I want to surprise everyone even if it is just for one day with what I'm capable of, not what they think I'm capable of.
Ok I feel better now..

L8er dudes and dudettes